Connecting and disconnecting … seen as an art - Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Connecting and disconnecting … seen as an art

By Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

  • Release Date: 2023-10-16
  • Genre: Spirituality
Score: 5
5
From 9 Ratings

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Analyzing in freudian style my own life … i’ve finally understood why i am … an idiot. I was mad. … and also sad. I could say that i was actually an emotional cocktail of madness and sadness … but …. I just could not accept it … even if i knew it by few days already. But like all the ones that studied psychology… into a very deep way … i knew to hide all so damn good. On the real scene of life … i was always wearing a very nice emotional mask … and no one really knew what is going on into my soul. But … Well … randomly… there were situations when i was becoming so furious …. actually acting like a … devil. It was a total nonsense … but i was keep doing that … letting those daemons from inside of me … to dominate … all i was doing. And that happened … on and on and on. Today i was ok … and one day later … all those strong emotions from inside of me … were taking the control over my soul. I was actually connected to beautiful vibes … then again to negativity. It was all an emotional balance. I was connecting… then disconnecting …. then connecting again … I’ve tried to understand myself … but more i was going deeper and deeper … i’ve felt that i could not accept that i dislike so much … something specific from my reality. This connecting … disconnecting… story … was actually … a chain reaction. Not being happy of some of the elements of my life … i was randomly losing control on myself … allowing to …. explode … as a nuclear bomb … destroying all around myself. I was basically… a person that could be defined as … a good guy. … but …. Randomly… allowing those little devils from inside my soul … to dominate the energies beyond the scene of my life … i proved myself to actually be … on and on and on … an idiot. Only the deep analyzes … done into a freudian style … made me see the fact … that not practicing the honesty … in front of myself … carrying all the time emotional masks that were actually hiding my real emotions … i was always ending up balancing between beautiful and ugly energies. I had to accept my emotions. … even to accept that i act like a …. great idiot … but … I preferred to … hide the truth. To hide my emotions … So … i simple continued life … connecting… and disconnecting… to beautiful … but also … ugly energies.

Reviews

  • Amazing book

    5
    By Walter Murrell
    Amazing book. I’ve adore reading it. I felt on the same frequency with the writer
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    5
    By Larry Bigler
    Loved it. Reading it i ve become much more aware of some things which i felt by a long time
  • My favorite

    5
    By Samuel Hocking
    An interesting reading about relationships of any kind. Good to read for any age
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    5
    By Felix Hyland
    Great author. Never read him again …. but loved this book
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    5
    By Weldon King
    Amazing book I loved to read it
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